Penning down verses

Was in the mood to scribble down some verses today...sometimes your mind urges to write some stuff that makes no sense while its still in there....but when put into words it sometimes creates something meaningful. Here's what my mind was rambling about today:

I was hoping it would never come
The moment of goodbye
Was this real?, I wondered
It was time to descend after kissing the highs

Why do good times ever end?
The past is all I will ever have
The future doesn't matter anymore
And the present is too difficult to bear

We suddenly became strangers
'Take Care', were your last words to me
Two words was all it took
You thought they will set you free

I waited for you to stop me
Looking back every hopeful second
You had tears in your eyes, a smile on your face
You knew in your heart it was the end

You have to let go of what is dearest
if you want to be free; like a phoenix be reborn
But all things come at a cost my darling,
You shall weep in my memory long after I'm gone.

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Amongst the crowd, you were special
In the blinding darkness, you were my light
In the deafening silence, you were my song
In the arid desert, you were my water
In the tears, you brought me a smile
In the lows, you were my high
In the deadly battles, you were my strength
In all the reasons to give up, you were one reason to keep going.

Will you ever understand what you meant to me?
You go on as usual, you don't hear me, see me, feel me.
I wish you knew, then you would never have let go....

In all the reasons to let go, this could have been one reason to hold on.